Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-26372051-20150528101405/@comment-5278765-20150720002548

I still felt compelled to watch it even with being anxious. I haven't missed a Grey's episode since season 8 (I missed one episode that season). And then after the episode has aired, I spend 4-6 hours updating the wiki to include new information. It's actually a really enriching, fulfilling experience for me. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm equally excited, but this year, I don't have the anxiety about if this will be the week my OTP is going to split up (though I'd love for them to get back together again, even if it means that anxiety coming back).