Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-184.100.223.28-20140914033336/@comment-4287993-20140914192118

It's like Meredith said in the season 8 premiere. She'd pretend to love her kid as much as she loves surgery and that the guilt of resenting her own kid would eat her alive. I think that we witnessed the being eaten alive thing when she let it all go in the bathroom stall after handing over the award to Shane.