Board Thread:Questions and Answers/@comment-24979796-20141003111126/@comment-24386552-20141004150915

Cristina has been pregnant 3 times. (The 3rd was in her alternate reality which was 10.17) The alternate reality shows what would have happened if she went through with her pregnancy. That she would have to sacrifice her career time to be a parent. And that she could have won the Harper Avery but sabotaged her chances of doing so. That choice she dreamed about resembled Ellis Grey and the thing Meredith said to Owen in 8.01/8.02. Cristina would try to love her child and would love her child but would ultimately sent their existence. Interestingly Meredith never seemed to resent her choice of family with the exception of the end of 10.05. Otherwise she was happy with her choice. Showing things happen for a reason. When you find that reason and accept it... You can live in acceptance and clarity.