Thread:Tooniee/@comment-5278765-20130807145909/@comment-5278765-20130816152206

Cristina Yang is awesome. And I really like that she's stuck to her guns on the baby thing. It is her choice and she has maintained that since season one. And it's great. I really love Shonda for doing that. And I love Cristina and Meredith together more than any romantic relationship either of them has been in. The phone call at the end of 902 (which, despite the episode being written by William Harper, I maintain must have been written by Shonda) is one of my favorite things ever to be on the show. Watching Cristina leave Meredith (unless Ellen and Patrick decide to leave, too) is going to be really painful. I fully expect to cry. And yeah, too much of what happened with Cristina in season nine was about Owen. Nothing should have been about Owen. I loved the first five episodes with Cristina because it was about her being awesome in Mayo and being BFFs with Craig Thomas.

Maybe not. But I have to believe it'll be okay. Maybe I'll be in a better place in my life by the time things end, so I'll be ready to let go, but right now, I am so not ready to say goodbye.