|“||24 hours. 1,440 minutes. 86,400 seconds. That's all it takes for a patient to go from sick to healthy, from hopeful to dire. One day can bring you back from the brink, change your entire life in one heartbeat, one single breath. It's why doctors watch you like a hawk, hold you for observation. It's why we behave as if your every move, every sound, every input and output, is life or death. Because it is. 24 hours. 1,440 minutes. 86,400 seconds. That's all it takes to save your life. To change your life. One single day can pull us from the depths of despair. And one single day can fill us with more possibilities than we could imagine.||”|
April's crisis of faith is challenged by a patient she treats who is a rabbi, and Meredith treats a patient who is a transplant surgeon from another hospital.
April is sleeping at the bar when the bartender wakes her up so he can leave.
Owen knocks on Teddy's door until she answers. She's surprised and happy to see him.
Nick Marsh comes out of surgery and hands the donor liver over to someone else to take ahead. He leans up against the wall to catch his breath. Meredith checks on him. He says he's fine except he had a kidney transplant. She thinks he means the organ he just retrieved, but he actually meant his own. He insists he's fine, but then collapses to the floor, so Meredith calls for a gurney.
April can't find Eli Rigler in the system, but that's because she has his last name wrong. He was there a week prior and got antibiotics for diverticulitis, the third time he's had it. Dr. Bailey said antibiotics would be less invasive and he wanted to go on his synagogue's youth trip. He's learned that sending a junior rabbi means bad things. He also tells her he developed a rash. She looks at his chest to see his skin sloughing off. She asks a nurse to get ready to move him to the burn unit.
Teddy wants to know why Owen is there. She guesses, but then he says he and Amelia are done. Now there's nothing standing in their way. Teddy leans in and kisses him.
Nick knows Meredith wants to know why he was operating so soon after his own surgery. She says it's not her business, but she did wonder. He says he's been fine since his surgery. He tells her about his own patient, who waited six years for a liver transplant. He didn't want to hand her off to someone else. He asks Meredith if he screwed it up and if he's going to lose his kidney.
April goes to check on Eli, who is getting treated by Jackson. She tells him he has a rare skin condition caused by the antibiotics. No one knows why it happens sometimes. They're going to do their best to keep him comfortable and keep it from progressing. They ask if there's someone they can call. He says his wife, but he doesn't want to worry her. They tell him to worry her.
Outside the room, Bailey asks about him. April questions her treatment plan, but Jackson and Bailey both defend the decision. Bailey wants to take over, but April won't let her. April says they all know he's dying. He'll be lucky to make it through the night and if he dies, that's on Bailey.
Meredith does an ultrasound on Nick, but it shows nothing. She also learned that his patient's transplant is going well. He wants to know when they'll get his labs. He wants to bribe the lab techs to make it go faster. He lies and says he's not in any pain, but when she calls him on it, he admits to a little. He just doesn't want anything for the pain. She goes to leave, saying she'll come back when his labs are in, but he doesn't want to be left alone. She reminds him that he didn't want to call his family, but he says that's because Charlotte will fail calculus if she misses her mid-term and he can't help her with that. He brags about being an amazing transplant surgeon despite being math-dumb because he's in the presence of Meredith Grey, Harper Avery winner. She says she needs to go check on her patients, but it's all routine surgeries. She asks him about Charlotte. She's his niece. His sister had a baby and screwed that up, so he took Charlotte in. He asks about her kids. She tells him she has three and the occasional stowaway. He looks for her cape, but she says she has a lot of help. She tells him her kids had a dad. Then he asks her what she'd do if she wasn't a doctor. She has no plan B. She never has. She's wanted to be a doctor forever. She asks him about how he became a doctor. He tells her about his mother dying while waiting for a heart transplant, which inspired him to become a transplant surgeon. When he asks her where she keeps her Harper Avery, she tells him she has to go check on her other patients, but she'll come back when his labs come in. He asks if she thinks he'll lose his kidney and she says she doesn't know.
Owen and Teddy cuddle in bed. She laughs because he's in her bed in Germany. They kiss and she contemplates asking him why he's there. They both agree they imagined this moment.
Teddy and Owen debate the details of a shared memory of when they met and first operated together. They both wanted to do it for the rest of their lives.
Owen and Teddy cuddle in a window and watch the snow. She says the snow is the one time she loves Germany. She reminds him when he made it snow in the desert for the guys. She says he's the best at grand gestures. She then asks him why he's there. She wants to know if it's just a one-time thing and they go back to their separate lives. She's established in Germany. She hates Germany, but she likes her life there. He suggests he could move to Germany and be with her. Teddy says he'd be leaving his mom and Megan behind. Then he says she could move back to Seattle. Or they could do half and half or Canada. They have options. He hasn't figured it out. He just knows he wants to be with her. It's not a grand gesture. It's what he wants.
Teddy asks Owen to stay a few days and they can spend more time together. He says he'll make some calls and he can stay. She says Owen's her best friend and knows everything about her. She questions that he just got out of a marriage. He says that led him to her. Teddy asks him what he means by that and he has to admit that Amelia is the reason he's in Germany. And that they were having sex when she pointed it out to him, just last night.
Nick tells Meredith about getting a kidney from his best friend and not wanting to have to admit that he screwed it up. His plan B used to be shoe salesman, because when you're a shoe salesman, your work stays at work. He wants to hear her fantasy. She tells him she briefly thought she'd be working at the multiplex with Cristina, but that was hospital-mandated therapy. Nick then tells the story of his father taking him to the Boundary Waters. If he couldn't be a doctor, he'd go sit in a canoe and wait until he felt what his father felt during those trips. Nick asks again to hear her fantasy. She says she once went to Sardinia with a friend. They paid a small amount to a woman to drink all her wine and crash at her house. She was 97 and the neighbors were all elderly as well. They grew all their own food. No one was rushed. They were happy. She wants to take her kids and her sisters. Just sit in a hammock with her kids with a stack of books she has no intention of reading. He asks if there's room in the hammock for someone about her age. Unless she wants to lug a canoe with him. Before she can answer, his labs come in. The numbers are inconclusive. She goes through the options and then does another ultrasound, which shows a clot in his renal vein, which is cutting off blood to the kidney. She rushes him to the OR.
On their way down the hallway, Nick tells her about where the important information is in his house, for Charlotte. He tells her Charlotte has to go to college and stay away from drugs because they ruined his sister. Meredith tells him to tell Charlotte all this himself.
Eli wakes up and calls out for his wife. April tells him she's on her way. She goes to turn up the heat, but he doesn't want it hotter. She offers him pain medication, but he refuses. He's in a lot of pain, but he says she just worries too much. He doesn't want any more medicine until his wife get there. He sees Bailey hovering and says she can come in if she likes, but April says no. He figures out she doesn't like Bailey. April denies it, but Eli says she's a good doctor, despite what happened to him. He wants the story behind April. He knows she's in pain. He wants to help take away her pain. She says it's not his job, but he says it's exactly his job and he wants to do it. He knows he's going to die. She says she's sorry, but he says she's just doing her job and she should let him do his. April finally concedes and sits down to talk to him. She tells him about her doubts in her faith because of all the disappointments. He says there's no guarantees. No one lives a life free of suffering or injustice. If people only believed in God when things are good, after the Holocaust, not a sing Jew would be a believer. He struggles to breathe, so April gives him oxygen. Then he tells her faith wouldn't be real faith if they only believe when things are good. He tells her terrible things happen. Who is she to know why? No one gets to know why. She can either believe in God or believe it's pointless. Whatever makes her happier. He asks if she's happy and she starts crying. He sees that she's in unimaginable pain. He knows that feeling. He says God's not indifferent to their pain. The world is full of brokenness and it's their job to put it back together again. He's in pain and she asks him to let her take away some of his pain. He says she already did. He asks her to tell Dr. Bailey he forgives her. She tries to get him to hang on to see his wife. He then believes April is Elyse, so she goes along with it and comforts him while he dies.
Nick wakes up and Meredith tells him Plan B's never going to happen because she saved his kidney. She saved his life.
Owen and Teddy fight. She says he's just terrified of being alone. She packs up his things as he says she's terrified of letting herself be loved. All he does is hurt her. He flew to Germany, but then she finds out it's not about her. When she finally believes she has him, she finds out Amelia sent him. She doesn't want to be his sloppy seconds or his fallback. He tells her he didn't do the snow for the soldiers. It was for Teddy, whom he knew loved Christmas. She tells him they're done and shows him out the door.
Bailey struggles to light a match in the chapel. April comes up behind her and lights the match. She lights a candle for Eli. April tells Bailey that Eli forgave her. Sometimes things just happen and they don't get to know why.
Alex comes into the bar and sits next to Meredith. She tells him about saving Nick. He asks what the issue was. She says he lives in Minnesota. But the problem is he was her patient. She likes her life as it is now, but he made her feel something she hasn't felt since Derek. But she's his doctor. He asks her if it's the worst thing in the world to know it's out there if she wants it. She says it's not the worst thing. The bell on the door rings and she turns around to look.
- Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey
- Justin Chambers as Dr. Alex Karev
- Chandra Wilson as Dr. Miranda Bailey
- James Pickens, Jr. as Dr. Richard Webber (credit only)
- Kevin McKidd as Dr. Owen Hunt
- Jessica Capshaw as Dr. Arizona Robbins (credit only)
- Sarah Drew as Dr. April Kepner
- Jesse Williams as Dr. Jackson Avery
- Caterina Scorsone as Dr. Amelia Shepherd (credit only)
- Camilla Luddington as Dr. Jo Wilson (credit only)
- Kelly McCreary as Dr. Maggie Pierce (credit only)
- Jason George as Dr. Ben Warren (credit only)
- Giacomo Gianniotti as Dr. Andrew DeLuca (credit only)
- Deep vein thrombosis
- Meredith Grey (general surgeon)
Nick collapsed five weeks after a kidney transplant. Meredith did an ultrasound and ran labs to try to figure out the cause. The labs were inconclusive, so Meredith did another ultrasound, which showed a clot in his renal vein. She rushed him into surgery for an embolectomy. The embolectomy was successful and Meredith told him he would be able to keep his kidney.
- Toxic epidermal necrolysis
Eli came into the ER when he developed a rash after taking antibiotics for diverticulitis, which he had for the third time. April discovered that his skin was sloughing off. They moved him to the burn unit and treated his skin as much as they could, but ultimately, it proved fruitless and he died the same day.
- Liver failure
- Nick Marsh (transplant surgeon)
- Liver transplant
Vicki, 59, received a liver transplant after waiting for six years.
|"Say My Name"||Tove Styrke||
|"Who I Am"||Andrew Galucki||
Notes and Trivia
- This episode's title originated from the song One Day Like This, originally sung by Elbow.
- This episode scored 7.15 million viewers.
- Although it was not mentioned on screen, Krista Vernoff and Shonda Rhimes dedicated this episode to Suzanne Patmore Gibbs who died a few hours before the airing of the episode. She was an executive at ABC at the time of the show's pilot and the first executive there who showed belief in Shonda.
- On Twitter, Krista revealed that this is her favorite episode of the season.
- Originally, Kevin McKidd was supposed to direct the previous episode rather than this one, but because that script wasn't ready at the time that he was supposed to start preparing, Krista Vernoff decided to give him this stand-alone episode instead.
- The scene where April and Eli have their big talk was filmed almost entirely in one take, using three cameras at the same time to film all differents points of view, which is rare in television. Only a couple of special shots were shot separately.
- The last shot in the episode is when Meredith turns around in the bar. That shot is from a previous episode when she turned around looking for Derek.
- This episode does not contain any visual surgical scenes in the operating room.
- The clothes Meredith is wearing are very similar to the ones she wore in What's Inside.
- Despite only being referred to as Meredith's 'girlfriend', it can be assumed that she is talking about Sadie Harris when talking about her trip to Sardinia.
Behind the Scenes
- Owen: Amelia and I are done. We're done, Teddy. So, for the first time, you and me, there's nothing standing in our way.
- Owen: Teddy, I get that you're scared, but there's no... That's not a reason.
- Teddy: Wait. What do you mean, led me to you?
- Owen: Well, I just mean... Amelia, she... Listen, marrying Amelia was a mistake. You said it yourself. It was not a marriage, and she and I, we can both admit that. She's... Amelia's a gambler. Or she was a gambler. It's hard to tell the difference between Tumor Amelia and Amelia Amelia, but we took a gamble, and it fell apart because it wasn't meant... My point is, she was right. Being here with you, it makes all the sense in the world.
- Teddy: Wait. She said that?
- Owen: Well, not in so many... She just... Listen, she knows me, and she knows how much you mean to me, so when she said it, it just made sense. All I'm trying to say is, she is the one who pointed out that there's always been something between us, and she was right, so I...
- Teddy: So you got on a plane to me.
- Owen: Yes. Teddy, there's no reason to make this...
- Teddy: Wait. What were you doing when she said this? Owen? Owen. You were sleeping with her.
- Owen: Teddy...
- Teddy: When? When did she say this?
- Owen: Last night.
- Meredith: So, when I was young, my girlfriend and I stayed in this tiny village. And I think we paid this woman like $2 to crash at her house and drink all of her wine. And she was 97. Her sister was 101. The neighbor was 99. And they grew their own food, and they wandered these little cobblestone streets with chickens to the beaches.
- Nick: Wait. I'm sorry. Did the chickens wander on the beach, or how does that work?
- Meredith: No, the people, these incredible people who were laughing and fighting with the people they loved, and no one was in any rush. No one had anywhere to go. And they were happy.
- Nick: So you want to go live with the chickens and the happy people?
- Meredith: Yes.
- Nick: Okay.
- Meredith: Me and my kids. And my sisters can come because they can do the cooking and the growing because, I mean, please. And everyone's already living till they were a hundred years old, right? There's no cancer or Alzheimer's, so there's no lives for me to save, and no one will die on my watch. Sounds pretty good. Just me and my kids and a hammock and a stack of books that I'll buy with no intention of ever reading.
- Nick: Mm. In this scenario, I don't suppose there's any room on that hammock for someone about your age? Brilliant but not too brilliant, with one debatably functioning kidney? I mean, unless you wanna lug a canoe over your head with me? 'Cause I'm game either way.
- Eli: Dr. Kepner, you really think I can't tell when someone's in pain, too?
- April: That's not... You don't have to worry about that.
- Eli: So, what, I should worry about my wife not getting here before I pass out? Or the fact that my skin is giving up being actual, you know, skin?
- April: I can give you morphine and...
- Eli: No, no, listen, listen, the Talmud says if someone is sick or in need and you can take away 1/60th of their pain, then that's goodness. That's God. You can't take away a 60th of something if you don't know what it is.
- April: That's not your job.
- Eli: It is exactly my job, and I prefer to do it till the bitter end. Come on. You're not gonna deny a dying man's wish?
- April: You're not...
- Eli: Aren't I? Dr. Kepner, I've held enough dying men's hands in my career. I know it's mine this time.
- April: I am sorry, Eli.
- Eli: Don't be sorry. You're doing your job. Just let me do mine.
- April: I'm not... I'm fine. I don't need anything. What?
- Eli: You're a terrible liar. I like that.
- April: All right, fine. What's that saying? "If I'm not for myself, who will be for me?" Well, I am taking care of myself, for once. That's all.
- Eli: Oh, and you realize that that phrase is not an invitation for narcissism, right?
- April: You're calling me a narcissist? Sure you don't want more pain meds? It'll knock you right out.
- Eli: I don't blame you. You know, it's human nature. You face enough hardship, then you can't help but think that you're being punished, that you did something to deserve it.
- April: I did nothing to deserve... Okay. My whole life, I followed His rules. I studied, I believed, I practiced what I preached. I did every single thing He asked of me.
- Eli: And that guarantees you what?
- April: Excuse me?
- Eli: Well, where is the guarantee? In the sequel? 'Cause, I have to admit, I'm not as up on that as I used to be.
- April: If by the sequel, you mean the New Testament, that's pretty funny.
- Eli: No, no, where is it written exactly that if you do this or that, that everything in your life's gonna be good? Nowhere, in any faith, is there a guarantee.
- April: I'm not asking for everything to be good all the time. But fair, I think that I...
- Eli: Fair? Was it fair when Isaac went blind and then his child betrayed him? And where was the fairness when Sara had to wait 99 years before she had a child, and God said, "Sacrifice him"? And Moses couldn't even get past the bouncer to the Promised Land. And like I said, I'm not up on the sequel, but from what I hear, Jesus got a raw deal. Nobody in the Bible lived a life free of suffering or injustice, or it wouldn't have been a best seller. And if they lived lives like that, why should ours be different? Now, if people only believed in God when things were good, I guarantee you, after the Holocaust, not a single Jew would be a believer.
- April: Okay. Well, see, now you mention the Holocaust, and anything I say after that makes me...
- Eli: A narcissist?
- April: I was gonna say jackass.
- Eli: Faith wouldn't be real faith if you only believe when things are good.
- April: Well, so, what? The world is just cruel and random, and there's nothing anyone can do about it?
- Eli: Look, I don't have a lot of time here. Do you mind if I just skip to the part where I pretend I don't know what to tell you? I'm just gonna tell you, okay?
- April: Okay.
- Eli: You sound like a child.
- April: What?
- Eli: Terrible things happen. Terrible, wonderful, devastating things happen. Who the hell are you to know why? Who are you to know why some people live and some people die?
- April: Children die. Children who didn't do anything wrong, children who were broken before they had a chance to be whole, who were climbing in their own front windows.
- Eli: Right. And you don't get to know why any more than than I get to know why I'm dying from taking a pill that saves lives, that saves nearly everyone's life but it's killing me. So you can either believe in God and goodness, or you can believe it's pointless, it's cruel, and it's random. Whatever makes you happier. Are you? Happy?
- April: It's not narcissism.
- Eli: Then what is it?
- April: Pain.
- Eli: Unimaginable pain. Yeah, I know the feeling. God's not indifferent to our pain. Listen, tikkun olam. Tikkun olam means that the world is full of brokenness and it's our job to put it back together again. It assumes that the world is broken and in need and in pain. And it's our job to fix it.
- April: Eli, let me let me give you some more morphine. I can I can take away the pain. 1/60th of your pain. I can do that. Please let me.
- Eli: You already did.
- Owen: Teddy, you're blowing this way out of proportion. I came here because I love you!
- Teddy: You came here because your marriage is over and you're terrified of being alone.
- Owen: I'm not terrified.
- Teddy: Oh, please. You leave Beth for Cristina and then Cristina for some random woman in a bar, and then you go back to Cristina. And then you go to Amelia to soothe your pathological need to be coupled up so that no one sees how sad and empty you are.
- Owen: You're the one who's scared.
- Teddy: I am not scared.
- Owen: You always have been. Deep down, you're terrified to be happy. I mean, sure, you're fine to marry the dead guy, but when you have love, real love, staring you in the face, you run!
- Teddy: You don't ever get to talk about Henry, do you understand me? I am not scared.
- Owen: Please, it's what you do. It's what you've always done. It's the reason you can't make a real relationship work. You'd rather burn it all to the ground than risk being hurt.
- Teddy: Maybe because you all ever do is hurt me, Owen. You string me along for years with these half-baked declarations and then you marry other women. And then you fly halfway across the world to my doorstep and you convince me that this is real, that you're in this with me, that you love me, that you want me! And it has never, ever, ever been about me!
- Owen: I do love you. I want you.
- Teddy: And then when you have me, when you really have me, and you have me believing that you mean it, I find out that 24 hours earlier, your ex-wife, who you just screwed, told you to. I am done being your fallback. I am done being your damn sloppy seconds. I'm not your consolation prize!
- Owen: Teddy, please. Please. Teddy, just look at me, please. Please. Don't do this. You know, the snow? It wasn't for the soldiers. It was for you. I did it for you. I just knew that you loved Christmas and I just wanted to... I did it for you.
- Teddy: I'm done, Owen. We're done.
- April: Eli forgave you. Some things just happen and we don't get to know why.
- Meredith: I saved a transplant surgeon today. He was smart and funny.
- Alex: And?
- Meredith: Hot.
- Alex: So what, he's married?
- Meredith: No.
- Alex: Gay? Lives in a foreign country?
- Meredith: Minnesota.
- Alex: Same difference. So what's the problem?
- Meredith: No problem. He was just my patient.
- Alex: So he's smart, funny, and hot and...
- Meredith: My patient. I really like the way my life is right now. I just... He made me feel something that I haven't felt since Derek.
- Alex: But you're his doctor. Is it really the worst thing in the world, knowing it's out there if you want it?
- Meredith: No, it's not the worst thing.
A complete overview of this episode's crew can be found here.
|Grey's Anatomy Season 14|
|#01||"Break Down the House"||#09||"1-800-799-7233"||#17||"One Day Like This"|
|#02||"Get Off on the Pain"||#10||"Personal Jesus"||#18||"Hold Back the River"|
|#03||"Go Big or Go Home"||#11||"(Don't Fear) the Reaper"||#19||"Beautiful Dreamer"|
|#04||"Ain't That a Kick in the Head"||#12||"Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger"||#20||"Judgment Day"|
|#05||"Danger Zone"||#13||"You Really Got a Hold on Me"||#21||"Bad Reputation"|
|#06||"Come on Down to My Boat, Baby"||#14||"Games People Play"||#22||"Fight For Your Mind"|
|#07||"Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story"||#15||"Old Scars, Future Hearts"||#23||"Cold as Ice"|
|#08||"Out of Nowhere"||#16||"Caught Somewhere in Time"||#24||"All of Me"|
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